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Sunday, November 30, 2008
freedom day 1 11:57 PM

Whee!

Haven felt so relaxed in a long while. And yet productive!

I cleared and packed my room! In half a day! CHEN JIU OK! After abandoning it for 3 semesters, I am ready to move back home! Hope I can focus better at home than in pgp. It has been fun living in pgp but there's the digusting side too.. I am so bored so might as well weigh the pros and cons!

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  • random long talks with yan
  • I can get from school to "home" in about 15 minutes
  • anything I left at "home" can be retrieved in about 15 minutes

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  • I have gotten horribly sick of the school (esp pgp's) food
  • the dread I feel every sunday night when I pack to book in
  • the heat stroke inducing room
  • anything I left at the REAL home can only be retrieved in a week's time
  • became a hermit which never saw the light of day outside NUS in at least 5 days (I swear my perspective of the world literally became smaller)

Somehow the anti-social me never really got to mix around with my cluster mates nor the USP people. I always assumed we cant click but have I really tried? But somehow I cant feel the need, the want, to know more people. If people are meant to be your friends, they will be no matter how unfriendly you are right? That's my mentality anyway. Many of my close friends now arent even that close to me when I was classmates with them. And I certainly can think of one person whom I have grown much closer to in a single day than those who I have known for years. You either connect with people or you dont. Networking? It's plain crap if you ask me. People network at practical reasons. And these relationships will last as long as you serve your purpose. Cynical? Maybe.

But again, I will really like to try hall life. Shears Hall really looks inviting. And hall people just seem so bonded. Maybe I will never fit in. Then again, who knows.

Maybe I will miss having PGP as my di pan. But I guess I know enough of the school to declare that I was from NUS. I am amazed by people who dont know where the central forum is for like 2 sems and people who dont know where the halls are after duno how many sems.

BAH. The post didnt turn out the way I want it to. MUCH too serious!

On a lighter note, I played PS2 after duno how many months! And the new car is coming tml! And I am going settlers tml! with the crazy gang on sat.

Life is good.

For now.

Argh. Cant find this beautiful song I heard on Oprah anywhere! Got to settle for just the lyrics then!

Amy Grant - True Love


No one ever told me

During all those lonely tears I cried

That someday you would hold me

I just kept hoping inside

That true love was waiting

That true love would find me in time

That true love was waiting

That your love would finally be mine

No one ever showed me

Such care and tenderness

Darlin' you know me

And what moves me best

It's true love--waiting

True love, making up for lost time

True love waiting Your love, that's finally mine

I can't erase these lines on my face

I'd turn back time if I could

But all the years wanting, the desperate longing

Is maybe what makes it so good

True love waiting

True love that found us in time

True love waiting

Your love that's finally mine

Based on the singer's r/s with her husband. Moving isnt it?