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Friday, April 08, 2011
this is it 4:19 PM

I'm nearing the last week of my NUS life.
My life as a full time student.
Ever.
The last lecture.
The last tutorial.
The last presentation.
The last project.
The last report.
The last exams.
The last.
The last.

I should feel something.
A sense of nostalgia.
A tinge of sadness for what I am about to leave behind.

But I have barely any time to appreciate the magnitude of this moment.
I'm drowning in work.
And yet, this point in time will never come again.

Soon, I'll have the time to feel a rush of relief.
A sense of achievement.
The time where I can probably go "whoa, I made it".

But it will be different.
How do you feel a sense of disbelief that something is ending when it's already over?
That feeling can only be captured now.

Which is why I am writing this now.
To capture a fleeting moment in time, when looking back, I know I would wish I had more time to feel.
Or maybe, abrupt endings could just very well be better than going through the pain of wishing that something will never end.

I'm torn between wishing it will be over soon and wishing it will never end.