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Friday, May 29, 2009
5:00 PM


I guess we don't always do what we think nor say what we feel.



I wonder if there would come a day where you won't even know the difference between the person you are, the person you want to be and the person that people want you to be.




A life that goes by as we are trying to live.


David Cook - Permanent

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IdWJqR4NGjw


Wednesday, May 27, 2009
9:32 PM


Work's been hectic but fun.


Hectic but all I've been doing is reading, reading and more reading.


I doubt I even read so much and been so serious about it even for exams (later Fri cui we all know why...).


Safety, contracts, environmental awards... Thank goodness for a wonderful supervisor. I feel like I have my own professor to give me a crash course in everything. I think I probably learn more here than 4 semesters in school. School seems rather useless. Oh well. Cheat our money.


And I sat in in my first ever conference meeting! At the risk of sounding extremely mountain tortoise, I still must exclaim... It's so cool la!!! People calling in for a meeting from all over the world, it's like those secret agents shows! Ok. I shall stop sounding overly excited over nothing.


Project managements seems more exciting than I give it credit for. At this point in time (before I start doing any actual work...), I think I am in the right course afterall. (:

David Cook - Permanent
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vP80gxcLbZs


Sunday, May 24, 2009
post japan trauma 9:07 PM




I don't know if you can suffer from post Japan trauma if you haven actually been to Japan but my group is kinda showing symptoms of it.


Signs and symptoms:


  • watch Youtube videos excessively

  • laugh at each other retardedly

  • psycho our dearest group leader to dance to Nobody

  • excitedly save Nobody into our phone

  • camwhore

  • video-whore

  • pretend we are in Japan

  • watch movies

  • thought of a horror movie script (over dinner somemore, its called Earrings. Scary eh?)

  • decide to watch USC productions once the trip was postponed (think the tix were bought in about 10min... Talk about efficiency)

  • indulge in an overdosage of cheesey junk food

  • throwing money away trying to win a stuff toy those in those machine thingys

But I'm glad our goup is the congregation of the mildly insane people. (:



  • BMW Tian Boon aka group leader

  • Bare-it-all Liting

  • MSN Yuan Ting

  • Camera man Shawn

  • Camera woman Min Xun (we didn't really choose to be camwhores...)

  • Lives-a-few-blocks-away-and-sister-same-class-as-my-brother-for-3-years Cui Ying

Can't imagine us in Japan. If we ever get there.





Thursday, May 21, 2009
9:24 PM



I read somewhere that children are graced with the purity of innocence.

When even that is lost, then I guess they are no different from you and I.

Later, it would occur to me it's the emptiness we mistakenly call Innocence.


Wednesday, May 20, 2009
7:43 PM

I can't possibly do my term papers now so Youtube is the way to go!

This guy sings a duet! By himself.



This guy can give Adam Lambert a good run for his money. And he is just a Russian popstar. Imagine a true opera singer from Russia. Oh, he does get strangely intriguing to listen to after a while.



For cat lovers:



For people who want to amaze at people who have too much free time:



And my favourite clip! Never thought I will ever say this, but I totally identify with Hitler(!). *thumps chest*



no affinity 7:09 PM

  1. OCIP trip in 2005 to Sri Lanka - cancelled two weeks prior to the trip due to political unrest.
  2. Holiday to Thailand in 2006 - parents refused to be let me go due to political unrest.
  3. OCIP to Thailand in 2007 - parents refused to be let me go due to political unrest.
  4. Module to Japan in 2009 - postponed on the day of departure (TODAY) due to swine flu.

I think I bring about disasters and epidemics.

Good luck world.


Seal - A Change Is Gonna Come
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aHa096VQ8FE


Monday, May 18, 2009
bizarre dreams 8:31 AM

Of many cats and one weird looking pig.

Of a snake EATING up my phone and then happily proceed to explode and thus destroy my phone.

And in my dream, I was super upset with myself for not forcing my phone out of the snake (I think my logical reasoning then was to wring it out)

My brain got bored while I was sleeping and decided to self-entertain.

Creativity is perhaps nothing more than illogical logic.


Thursday, May 14, 2009
11:12 PM

You make it easier when life gets hard.

(:


Sunday, May 10, 2009
my love 12:18 PM

Did you know I take the time for you

Did you know that I would see you through

Did you know that I would play the part

I know I made it clear right from the start



Saturday, May 09, 2009
12:55 AM

Watched:

Bought:
  • A t-shirt
  • A long shirt
  • A office-ish shirt
  • 2 more shirts
  • Another shirt
  • Pants
  • Slippers
  • Another slippers
  • DVD (finally found Sweeney Todd. FINALLY)
Ate:
  • Hotdog combo
  • Ice cream
  • Popcorn (what's the use of finding a salty popcorn buddy only to be given sweet popcorn by mistake!?)
  • Long John's fish wrap
  • Secret Recipe's fried chicken something bleu
  • Bakerzin's oreo cheesecake
  • Marche
  • Cheese fondue (with 2 baskets of bread)
  • Chocolate fondue
  • Coffee Club's mudpies and tiramisu
Spent: $300+++++++++

In 3-4 days. Kill me please. I think I consumed enough calories for 2 months, maybe 3. 5km run? JIAYAN WHAT WERE WE THINKING?????

Loves:
  • Friends where pretense don't matter
  • Friends who know exactly what I am thinking or saying without me actually having to verbalise everything
  • Friends whom which words can not fully express the trust and bond we have among us
  • Friends whom which I can sit and talk with and feel as though conversation topics will never run dry
  • Friends who matter (((:

A sit in the park and a chat on the deck of Vivo and and I leave feeling like I can take on the world again.



Wednesday, May 06, 2009
you found me 10:50 AM


Some speak, while others talk.

Some look at you, while others see you.

Some hear you ,while others listen to you.

Some pass on by, while others stay on.

Sometimes, some things are not worth it.



the end is nigh 10:38 AM

I am turning into THIS:



One day I woke up and I didn't have notes to study, tutorials to do, exams papers to tear my hair out over.

And I realised how empty our lives really are.

And there is a good 50-60 years more to go.

And we all wind up in a box

I need to know why.


Friday, May 01, 2009
11:45 AM

My freedom is in approximately 24 hours (((:

I am free to go out and catch up with YOU, YOU, YOU OVER THERE, AND YES YOU TOO!!

I am a limited commodity so faster book me hor!!

HAHA.

*narcissistic*

I am just too bored.

I have so many things I want to do as of NOW, but I have a feeling, once exams are over, I will end up doing nothing. (Don't you think that happens all the time! Can't stand it.)


Avril Lavigne- Innocence
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4vjjXj_xFVc