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just realise james blunt's songs rox!
No Bravery
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q2jp0Hjqg_A
High
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kji4QC-u02s
Goodbye My Lover
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dQ_HCj9xa74
i seriously am sick of studying. SICK. i just want this to end. cant wait to do all the '' i am going to do that someday when i get the time'' things. and this time i will make sure i get something donw and not waste another perfectly wonderful stress free and hard earned time. unlike post O level which makes me wonder every now and then what exactly happened to those free time cause i do not have any memory of doing anything productive at all.
but before i can get down to productive work post As, i have to get into the productive mood pre As and get the grades i need and i want. cant imagine having all the free time post As only to ponder and regret about papers that we would not see for the rest of our lives. which reminded me of jw's paper where the strings holding the papers together suddenly came apart today. WHAT IF THAT HAPPEN IN CAMBRIDGE?
i am like super tired now and yet not going to sleep since bedtime is barely a couple of hours away. but each time i stand up, i feel like i am on the verge of fainting from tiredness. which is why i am sitting right here. in front of the com. SAFE.
what partly contributed to my tiredness is definitely the lunch cum present finding trip today. since we ended school early (and will be for the next few weeks which will tempt me to go out for lunches which inevitably turn into shopping trips) we went to parkway for lunch though i tot it will be the last place i would end up at...
nong (lives near parkway): go parkway la
me: so far.
nong: not very far wat. go...
me: u go tampines mall la!
nong: very far...
(this went on for quite sometime....)
nong: ok, lets compromise. go bugis (which is in fact still closer to her house)
me: ......
later on, voramon, herlina and meiyun joined us to...
all of us, at one time or another: SO GO WHERE?
nong: go parkway
me: *gave up* fine... ask the rest. ask meiyun (lives in tampines too)
meiyun: ok lor (to my surprise)
me: then why are we still walking to the front gate, should go back gate.
nong: then nvm lor...
me: huh??
nong: nvm la... no need go parkway
me: ??
meiyun, voramon: ??
me (hungry and frustrated): huh? watever hor.
and i walked towards the backgate and we all ended up in parkway. somehow.
at least i finally used my pasta mania voucher. hee.
my cable tv is coming tml! here's to tv! and to my doom since i probably will nv ever get down to studying.
haben blogged in the longest time.. just really cant be bothered. i mean.. there's barely enough time to breathe these past few weeks. but it's finally over. THE PRELIMS ARE OVER. almost had a permanent brain meltdown today at math s paper. hardly could do any qn. ironically, i had 3 hrs to do 8 qn and i couldnt even finish. gone were the days where we could do like 50 qn in 1 hr and had 1 hr to check and stare at the clock willing it to go faster.
on a happier note, we went out on fri to city hall to chill and i went to kayee's hse today to watch movies. mainly dracula and 40 yr old virgin.
dracula was pretty cool but why does dracula has to appear in like 5 diff forms all of which are uglier than the nxt. poor gary oldman. less than 1/6 of the show was he in his real human form which i must sae is reasonably good lookin compared to the all other forms of him. and here i tot vampires were supposedly gorgeous. *disappointed* but all in all, the show did not disappoint. it managed to live up to the title of "best vampire movie ever made"
but the problem was, the show was totally M18. pple, or rather vampires, were like topless half the time for perfectly no good reason. guess it must be hotter than yesterday's afternoon at the place there were filming. and each time they crave for blood or even when they are drinking blood, they look like on the verge of an orgasm. got me, kayee and ade all high laughing.
and the classic scene has got to be the ending scene where dracula died and literally fan bai yan. he has got the be the first person, ok vampire, who dies and his eyes actually rolled back. hilarious i tell u...
as for40 yr old virgin, onli managed to watch the last half of the movie. but guess it wasnt tt bad. onli thing was tt no way can the lead actor be a 40 yr old man. and he is by no means unattractive and if his tatooed, horny friend can get the girls, i dont see wats is the problem for him.
stress is a funny thing. i mean, noone hardly ever add stress to me. my parents dun grill me about my grades, my frens are not obsessively competitive and i have no elder sibling's expectations to live up to. but somehow, stress is always engulfing me from inside. so i must admit i give lots of stress to myself. but how do i stop it?
yet somehow i dun feel it so badly this yr and i dunno if tts a good thing. at least i dun get sudden heart pounding when i look at the pile of notes tt i have to finish in an impossibly short time. but i wonder if even the 'good' stress is gone. and if it is, so will its purpose, which pushes pple to excel. and if tts the case, how am i suppose to survive my As? this always happens to me during major exams. the last time i took Os i just lost all my will to study. hmm...
i found a new obsession in the form of Jens Lehmann. arsenal and germany goalkeeper. realised hes damn cute. and somehow he became my affair husband and made me betrayed me depp thanks to my nong who helpfully spread the news ard.
