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Saturday, January 14, 2006
mock com 11:40 PM

todays mock com.. mani things happened.. so dramatic la.. brought back mani memories...

some teams..well... cork up or nv practice or watever... it doesnt matter! seriously.. i hav faith that all teams in ahs have wat it takes to be GREAT! as long as the effort is put in, who can sae we are any worse than hai xing or dhs? WE ARE THE SCHOOL THAT TRASHED EVERYONE AT NATIONAL COM!! and we ROCK!

faith probably determines failure and success... probably the onli reason i liked training jasmin's team.. mani pple gave up in them but me and yan had FAITH! we believed they could do it even though they were slack UNTIL.... a bit hopeless la.. call and call them... nian and nian... plead and plead... just to get them to go training.. we could hardly get a full team half the time.. training was really a mess... probably lik the teams now anw..

mock com came and i nv felt more unprepared for them... there seemed to be so mani things they didnt noe and so little time.. the results were.. well... they were the onli sq 3 team tt lost to the sq 2.. looked like the moment to just give up.. me and yan did wat we could and it just wasnt showing.. even the sq 2 were more hopeful..

but sometimes we have to lose to be able to win.. that loss was probably the best thing tt happened to their team.. emotions aside, wat was critical was their realisation of how slack they were and the motivation they got to wanna do better... and the results were...

ZONE COM CHAMP. wow. so touched la.. was the first time i cried of joy... nv knew it really happened in real life.. the real satisfaction came from training a team that pple had doubts in and throw those doubts back in their face! hahaa.. failing once doesnt mean failing forever..

teams tt were sadtoday just gt to know tt pple win and pple lose.. and there may be onli 1 champion during com, but everyone can be winners.. winning friendships, trust, experiences, memories.. there are more impt things to win than trophies..

as long as everone did their best, who can sae we have lost?

joanne, yan, sihui, sooyee and me trained to hard to get last in homenursing and overall fifth in our 2002 zone com. probably the worst results ahs ever gt la... but the bond we forged on tt dae was probably stronger than our 3-5 months of training... tt moment where we felt each other's sadness and pain was when we realised we were so much more than just a com team, but A TEAM. and tt's a prize no one can take from us. ever.

no teams are bad, its just how GOOD u are.


Friday, January 13, 2006
2nd week 9:17 PM

before my blog grows spiderweb and rot, i better start blogging. makes me wonder how pple get the time to blog all the time, i can barely survive with my hw and tests. YES.. tests in the first few weeks of school... utterly enjoyable.

i was tagged a long time ago, shall finally write...
1) i LOVE watching movies... esp with johnny depp, hugh jackman (if u dun already noe tt)
2) hates green tea and tomato
3) love cheesy stuff (as in food)
4) wanna do something great in life
5) i love threading the fine line between fear and excitement

ta-daa!! done...

i have a bunch of weird tchers this yr...
bio tcher
during a discussion about passion...
guy(in my class): my passion is cycling...
tcher: cool.. cool.. whats the craziest thing u hav ever done on a bike..
guy: cycle in the sea.
tcher: what?! in shallow waters u mean? cool.. cool..

girl(also in my class): i like to earn money..
tcher: where do u work?
girl: in a hotel
tcher: cool.. cool... as a?
girl: waitress, ushers etc
tcher: cool... cool..

during lessons...
tcher: the nitrogen cycle ....... make sense to you? logical?
tcher: this table must have 3 columns for skill d....... make sense to you? logical?
tcher: when the energy gets transfered from....... make sense to you? logical?

apparently his vocab revolves ard:'' makes sense to you? logical? cool''
its weird how tchers always hav this weird slang( watever u call it) when they teach? they talk normal, but once they teach, they only noe how to end their sentences in 3 diff ways.

math s tcher
during lecture..
tcher: xy plus y.. shh.. shh.. is equal b... shh.. shh.. u must draw this curve.. shh..shh.. which shows all the turning points of the diff curve. shh..shhh..

pls note tt at this point not many pple were talking.

econs tcher
shes not weird but i shall dedicate some time to this super irritating annoying impatient arrogance lousy dreadful b****.

b****: whats an index no.?
(nobody noes...)
b****: meiyun? whats an index no.?
meiyun: .... a real number?
b****: (sarcastically) so whats an unreal no?

after asking some weird qns tt nobody noes the ans..
b****: why ur class so quiet? ur class so many girls. the girls usually v talkative one wat..
(still no ans)
b****: why ur class like that? dunno how the other tchers...
( at this point she had enough sense to shut the f**k up but isnt it bloody obvious ''stand you'' was she wanted to sae?) no prizes for guessing it right... haha..

b****: labour productivity= output/ empolyment. so u output minus the emploment...
all of us: why minus? not divide?
b****: why divide?
all of us: ?!?
b****: what hav u all been doing last yr? wat hav u all learnt?
all of us: why minus?
b****: there is no why.. its just like tt.. i dunno how to explain.. u can ask the f maths student.. or those taking s paper math..
me: what the hell? am i suppose to noe what she talking?

a nightmare she is... anyone seen a worse tcher, pls tell me and make my dae...


Friday, January 06, 2006
1st week in yr 2 8:09 PM

the previous pics about the hair is me btw.. not some random pple.. haha..

survived my 1st week as yr 2! so old liao man.. realise tt once my bdae is over, i am 18!! an adult more or less.. can watch m18!! yeah.. haha..

bloody timetable change to 1hr period.. can die man.. lucky my last yr in sch.. if not die.. pity the ip.. pity my bro too.. ahs also 1 hr per period.. mwahaha..

and i had my 1st test of the yr todae! econs of all subj.. other sch lik still rotting lor... next wk and next next wk got 2 tests each... wat the hell.. lucky its fri... can slack now...

ahs cca orientation todae.. my bro wanna join ncc.. eee... disgusting..

nothing happen this week thats worth blogging really... no time also.. tink my blog gonna be stagnant..

my teachers erm...
chem the same whichh is great!!
gp same which is good too..
math teacher v funni... ans his own qns and do halfway will lost his train of thought.. haha
econs quite nice lor... see once only so hard to sae later lik bio tcher...
bio is... WEIRD.. threw his hp across the room yest.. our ct somemore.. can go die man..