the hols are almost over! sigh... feel lik i wasted A LOT of time away. cant even tell u wat i hav done tt was worth my time really. hmm... it's amazing wat a lack of cca can do to me... half a life gone. ANYONE realise how MUCH time we actually spend on our cca?? just strike off all the trainings and meetings we have and... TA DAA!! we have 10,000 hrs of free time on our hands..
just babbling.. should enjoy myself this hols... next yr no time!! but somehow i feel lik should be doing something more WORTH my time...
feeling a bit lost now... last yr b4 going to university and i gt no freaking idea wat to do.. hmm... nv had an ambition really... haha. pathetic? pple always go lik:'' i want to study medicine'' and '' going to do law'' and '' always wanted to be a ...'' even when i was in kindergarten and the teacher asked us wat we wanna be.. i nv knew... i just fu yan her and said something... forgt wat... i wonder if anyone out there is as hopeless as me?? lik to meet tt person... or maybe not... later we hopeless together for the rest of our lives...
suddenly remb wat my dotty (or izzit my holy ah ma, sihui?) said about wat a person should have to become a doctor.. good grades? not really in the list...
1) MONEY (how the hell do u pay ur sch fees then??)
2) backgrd (parents are RICH and are doctors too... probably the only reason why this person gt into my sch and somehow gt promoted..)
3) Powderful engrish.. opps... powerful english (fair enuff)
4) wat else?? oh ya... good grades lor...
here lik v hard to find an exciting and interesting job.. everyone works for the pay.. i dun wan to live half my life and go :'' i should hav done tt... i could hav been..'' 9 to 5 till i'm 95? not something i look forward to...
this is becoming a depressing post... shall not go on... some pple sae tt JCs are for pple who dunno wat they wanna do and still needs time to figure out.. half my jc life is over and i still dunno!!! argh!! HELP!!