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Wednesday, November 30, 2005
fuzzy 12:00 AM


i have to take a team by myself tmr!! actually.. its today..but watever..

just realise meh meh and dan dunno how to get ard my blog.. haha!

dan: kai!
me: hey. nice pic(daniel radcliff)
dan: my boyfriend!
dan: ur blog? there is nth!
me: wat nothing.. click on the x x
me: dun use mozilla. use internet explorer
me: can?
dan: yaaa.. i use IE
dan: i'm confused. whos fuzzy
dan: whos dotty
me: dotty is jiayan
me: fuzzy is yeeen
dan: haha. why is jiayan dotty and yeeen fuzzy
me: yan is my daughter
me: mother=mommi
me: daughter=dotty
me: yeeen =ian
me: we call her fuzzy peach
me: as in ian peach
dan: i still dont understand why yeeen is fuzzy peach!!
dan: ohhhh! i know
dan: cos yeeen sounds like ian
dan: then ian peach! but why become fuzzzy?
me: coz peaches are fuzzy
dan: peaches are fuzzy?
me: yup
me: mao mao one
me: haha.. i should post this on my blog
dan: haaa. i didnt know peaches are fuzzy

meh meh: y ur blog like dun have anything arh
me:haha. wat u wan
meh meh:as in like they say click sumwhere
me:click on the x x
meh meh:orh ok so cheam man
meh meh: aye but i dun see anw xx leh. i onli see x)
me:at the corner
meh meh:realli dun have xx
meh meh: ok i open on internet explorer then got.. mozilla dun have

haha... they really made my night..


Tuesday, November 29, 2005
cycling 10:26 AM

after an hour of this...
me: wanna go running?
fuzzy: i wan to go out.. not go running...
me: ok.. go where... wat about vaness?
fuzzy: you msg her
me: she v fickle(dun kill me!!).. u msg her...
fuzzy: she cannot leh..
me: then how?
fuzzy: wanna go watch movie? i v sian
me: v late liao.. or go rollerblading
fuzzy: i duno how.. go cycling?
me: ok.. we are hopeless..
fuzzy: yes.. we ARE hopeless..
me: now like going to rain.. how?
...blah
...blah
...blah

in the end...
me: just go to the beach... then see how...
fuzzy: yah. go and wait for the rain, dont we
me: can go parkway if rain
fuzzy: ok.. at least got walk walk.. meet u at busstop

and we went cycling in the end.. waste all my smses. haha.. quite fun though.

Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron
yes, its a cartoon.. pple should give cartoon a chance.. not all are childish (a lot are not actually.. x-men evolution rox!) anime is also cartoon right? so why is it cool to watch anime and not cartoon?? seriously... anw, its a ''feel-good'' movie.. songs are v nice and inspiring..

http://www.dreamworks.com/spirit/
song 1: u cant take me
You can't take me, yeah!!!
Got to fight another fight - I gotta run another night
Get it out - check it out
I'm on my way and it don't feel right
I gotta get me back - I can't be beat and that's a fact
It's OK - I'll find a way
You ain't gonna take me down no way
Don't judge a thing until you know what's inside it
Don't push me - I'll fight it
Never gonna give in - never gonna give it up no
If you can't catch a wave then you're never gonna ride it
You can't come uninvited
Never gonna give in - never gonna give it up no
You can't take me I'm free
Why did it all go wrong? - I wanna know what's goin'on
And what's this holding me?
I'm not where I'm supposed to be
I gotta fight another fight
I gotta fight with all my might
I'm getting out, so check it out
Ya - you're in my way
So you better watch out

song 2: i will always return
I hear the wind call your name
It calls me back home again
It sparks up the fire
A flame that still burns
Oh it's to you,
I'll always return
Yeah!
I still feel your breath,
On my skin
I hear your voice deep within
The sound of my lover
A feelin so strong
Oh, it's to you i'll always belong
Now i know its true
Yeah!
My every road leads to you.
And in the hour of darkness darlin,
Your light gets me through.
I wanna swim in your river.
Be warmed by your sun.
Bathe in your waters.
Cuz you are the one!
I can't stand the distance.
I can't dream alone.
I can't wait to see you,
Yes I'm on my way home.
I'm on my way.
OH!
I hear the wind,
Call your name.
The sound that leads me home again.
It sparks up the fire.
A flame that still burns.
OH!
Its to you,
I will always return.
Wanna swim in your river.
Be warmed by the sun.
Bathe in your waters.
Cuz you are the one!
I can't stand the distance.
I can't dream alone.
I can't wait to see you,
Cuz I'm on my way home.
OH!
Here the wind,
Call your name.
The sound that leads me home again.
It sparks up the fire.
A flame that still burns.
Yeah!
Im on my way!
I will always return.
Yes I will always return.
I've seen every sunset.
And with all that i've learned.
Oh!
It's to you
I will always,
Always,
Return.

song 3: brothers under the sun
I had a dream - of the wide open prairie
I had a dream - of the pale morning sky
I had a dream - that we flew on golden wings
And we were the same - just the same - you and I
Follow your heart - little child of the west wind
Follow the voice - that's calling you home
Follow your dreams - but always, remember me
I am your brother - under the sun
We are like birds of a feather
We are two hearts joined together
We will be forever as one
My brother under the sun
Wherever you hear - the wind in the canyon
Wherever you see - the buffalo run
Wherever you go - I'll be there beside you
'Cause you are my brother - my brother under the sun

Sphere
thriller.. nice starting and not bad throughout.. quite creepy.. but the ending is kind of lame.. should have stick to the 'there really are aliens'' rather than ''pple's dreams becoming reality'' well, at least they tried to have a twist..

Make it a rule of life never to regret and never to look back. Regret is an appalling waste of energy. You can't build on it. It's only good for wallowing in.


Sunday, November 27, 2005
songs 6:24 PM

yeah!!! i finally got the songs i want!!


dim sum and waiters 4:22 PM

what: my dad threw away an old feather duster
why: cause he sae now got bird flu
me: ?!?

what:
1) light up all tealight candles on the floor
2) try to blow out the candles while standing up
why: bored to tears during farewell (cause it's not ours)
me: better than watching jonathan and wei quan read storybooks

just came back from lunch at the dim sum place in tm (dunno wats the name). super ex man. advice: dun go there if u dun plan to spend more than $30 on lunch. anw, the waiters and waitresses there are damn hopeless. keep serving dishes that dun belong to us. haha. half the time we were wondering whether we really ordered the dish since we dun even noe wat our food is supposed to look like. but hey! 1st time eating wat...

speaking of waiters, the ones in jack's place in parkway are very pro lor!! that day went to eat and this waitress came to serve us. in one go, she gave us 5 of our drinks, 5 glasses of plain water AND 5 bowls of soup. oh yeah, and 1 basket of garlic bread. PRO not? and she was holding the tray with 1 hand! at the end, another waitress came to clear almost everything on our table without a tray... remind me nv to work there...

and just as well remind me nv to work as a salesgirl. anyone doesnt find them irritating? they should be called sales-tigresses.
me: *looks ard, no one in the shop*
me: *bravely steps in and looks ard*
sales-tigress: *appeared from thin air. breathe down my neck*
me: (thinking) go away..
sales-tigress: may i help you? *flash a innocent smile*
me: (thinking) !!!NO!!!
me: just looking ard...
sales-tigress: *breathe down my neck*
me: *looks ard somemore*
sales-tigress: *breathe down my neck*
sales-tigress: *breathe down my neck*
sales-tigress: *breathe down my neck*
me: *faints from the hot breath and pressure*

they really ought to be shot. if we need help, we will find help.. goodness..


Friday, November 25, 2005
movies 9:16 AM

i forgot to wish my dotty good luck before she flew!! sigh. msg her now too ex. haha. GOOD LUCK anw! hope got telepathy.

finally ocip got news. its postponed to june 06!! damn. so late! there goes my june common test. irritating really.. my life is crashing down on me...

people are getting on my nerves... but i tink everyone gets on everyone nerves sometimes.. nvm...

since reality is so sucky i shall just talk about movies.. i love movies!! u just get lost in them and nothing else bloody matters.. at least for that 2 hrs or so.. haha.. tts why i always come out of the theatre feeling disorientated..

Sixth Sense
watched sixth sense yest yest.. 2nd time watching and i read the book b4 i even watch it the 1st time so the twist wasnt that shocking.. good twist though. i put it right up there with 'the others'. haah. though my mom's expression when she realised it was priceless.. haha.. she went lik: " he nv die la" at the starting to "huh? ta si le?" my father was as usual messing up all the shows he watched in his head and went lik: ''he come back and haunt his wife right?'' and ''i bet the kid got abused by his mom"

actually the show not really that scary la.. just a few er xin pple.. i mean ghosts.. lik the liitle girl who went tearing down the poor boy's tent just to puke in his face.. if he wasnt so freaked out he would probably be insulted.. gt a few quite touching scenes lor.. i actually cried!! dunno wat came over me.. cryin when watchin a horror show? weird.

I am Sam
a really sad show.. cried for more than half the show.. not many pple watched though. they all sae the title is stupid and seems boring.. nv judge the movie by its name! should hav given it a chance. for 1 thing, sean penn is really good as a retard.. so real! dakota fanning doesnt look scary which by itself is remarkable. happy ending. wat more can i ask for?

Tom Yum Goong
VIOLENT! but extremely entertaining! true artist, tony jaa is. makes jet li seems lik an ah peh in 'unleashed' and i tot jet was great. jaa destroyed all kung fu shows for me! now i can only watch his and only his shows.. coz they are simply the best. though the storyline is a bit brainless. but who cares! its not going for any oscars best pic (though it should.. best fight scene?) most action packed films leave pple wanting more but jaa fought so much tt we feel tired just looking at him. not recommanded for the faint hearted. too much bone cracking and blood spilling. hey! its nc-16 for a reason.

Harry Potter
overrated and overhyped. i mean if i direct 1 called harry potter and the toilet brush, pple will come and watch. coz its the boy who lived. but bleh.. disappoints me everytime. and yet i still watch it everytime! even bought all the vcds! u must tink i idiot, dun lik stil buy! but well..there were SOME good things here and there..

1st movie: 1st glimpse into this magical world! (pun intended) nv see b4 of coz wan to see la.. horribly anti climax.. dunnno how my fren can watch 20 times and stil lov it.. QUIDDITCH!! is worth the money though

2nd movie: quidditch!! onli part worth watching if u ask me..

3rd movie: for those who tink its the worst 1 so far, watch it again. definitely nicer the 2nd time round( for me, its the 3rd). sirius is stil not shuai no matter how i try to convince myself..

4th movie: harry's hair make him look lik a hobbit! breathtaking and exciting scenes but altogether not a good movie. too short if u ask me. and for the record, its NOT 3 HRS! though u may hav sat there for 3 hrs thx to the bloody ads(at least half of them were played twice for who noes wat reason). loved the chicken little one though. gonna put tt song here once i find out how to spell the bloody name..
and wat happened to QUIDDITCH!! why does it seem dispensable, expendable, inessential, minor, needless, nonessential, removable, superfluous, trivial, unimportant, unnecessary( sorry, just choked on a thesauras) compared to other parts of the story!? and if the director doesnt plan on showing, why let us see the players flying out in the 1st place!! so tt we can see krum? gonna whack somebody with a broomstick.. all the scenes are lik super summarise too.. cut, cut, put together, okay, next scene! sigh.. wat makes this show stand out? cedric diggory. haha. barty crouch jr is more shuai actually. pity he died too. good looking pple r cursed!!


Wednesday, November 23, 2005
ocip again 4:18 PM



still no update on whether ocip will still go on. this is getting depressing. but better no news than bad news. sometimes i tink i am too positive.. and pple sae i am a negative person.. weird. maybe i am just naive then.. i just dont believe that bad things will stay bad.. ok, tt sounds too positive.. but since the tchers sae there may be an alternative trip, there is the chance tt it will happen right? sigh.. i dont accept the fact tt ocip is just gone..

i suddenly got so much xtra time.. time tt should be filled and yet isnt. this is worst type of free time. just cant get down to doing anything.. imagine doin hw if u r suppose to be in sri lanka? depressing..

wanna go running later but feel so sian. lik going to rain..
wanna do hw but so boring
wanna do nyaa stuff but too lazi

!!!!
should be at sj now actually... todae my turn to bang seh my dotty.. not on purpose!! sorry.. all vaness and her jack's place students' meal fault.. haha.. by the time i reach ahs no need train liao... more lik help pack up.. cant see my dotty b4 she go cambodia... stay safe!!

keep eating fast food nowadays.. from last wed until now i ate mac, kfc, long john, jack's place (2), pizza hut... wah... better stick to my running...

tonite got 6th sense!!


Tuesday, November 22, 2005
ocip 11:11 PM

finally created a blog!! a bit lag la... but i actually got down to it!! super irritating though. stupid blogspot...

why did i get a blog?? to complain man!! stupid ocip trip got cancelled last minute! as in 2 days before we were supposed to fly! make me pack liao lor! sad... the teachers sae to carry out a local program instead.... like so comforting... then maybe will go cambodia but i dun tink they will realy fight for it... the tcher-ic lik a bit hopeless. but anw, at least i can now watch my LOST! last episode leh.. wait so long liao... can watch six sense too... love watching movies man( esp with johnny depp =) )...

sigh. back to the ocip. stupid la!! make all my plans so luan. make me give up so mani things also lor. lik obs and stuff. sian. nvm... like sihui sae: better safe than sorry. later i get bombed to pieces there. but still...

enough about tt...

todae went ahs for sj. my dotty bang seh me nv go... (bleh) i go there always so slack then suddenly oc ask me take 1 team by myself!! shock me man... so long nv take a team by myself... dunno wat to do with them. so just talk some crap and test some 1st aid. i was so luan man. then oc came. he also so blur dunno wat i toking. generation gap man... then sihui n hannah came. can do case! then i can slack. haha. i v lazy one la. then after training cheryl got some bright idea to pump voc to see the cadets reaction. i must sae the cadets reacted quite well. haha. was a lame idea though.

v tired liao...
last thing:
to ncos: JIA YOU!!