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Saw this on someone's blog:
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Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times.
Once you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining your friendship forever.
This will teach you who your true friends are,
and the fine line between friendship and more.
Once you must fall in love with someone you believe to be perfect.
You will learn that no one is perfect,
and that you should never be treated as any less than you deserve.
And once you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you.
This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be.
And when you’re through with all that,
you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt,
and the ones that hurt you are the ones that you needed the most.
But most of all,
you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined,
it is different to each person that experiences it.
And you will learn to respect each and every person on this earth,
knowing that everyone only wants to be loved.
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Who I am and who I want to be.
Communication is a funny thing.
We never say the things we mean to.
And we sometimes dont mean the things we say.
And then there are the times where we mean what we say,
and yet people dont know what we mean.
And communicating upset feelings is the worst of it all.
I never imagined myself to be a person that sucks at communication.
I mean, we do it all the time right?
We girls talk and talk and talk.
And I am pretty sure people get what I am trying to say most of the time.
But I never had to really talk about being upset.
Whining and bitching and complaining aside,
ever tried talking about something that bugs you, to the person that bugged you?
It's freaking hard.
There's the pain that comes from what has been done.
There's the confusion that comes from how this person can be so different from you.
There's the anger that comes from wondering why the person did it.
And then there's the pride of not wanting to admit how something or someone can get to you so much.
And I can't deal with all these emotions and try to communicate them at the same time.
So I linger between being hostile and simply not saying anything at all.
Both of which don't really get me anything or anywhere.
Except more upset feelings and the cycle continues.
So weary.
I guess no one wins in a war.
After a thoroughly crazy week (read: arguments, wheel clamp (!), to be due tutorials, project, presentation, lab reports...) which hasnt been going all that well, I am glad Friday ended nicely and the recess week is here!
(ssr, we should totally stop bitching... cause karma seemed to have caught up with us these last few days... hahah)
Though I am not too crazy about the recess week once I drew up a list of what I have to do. The number of mid terms I have reduced steadily from 5 to 4 to 3 to 2 (!) but happiness is sooo shortlived (as usual).
I need to get everything done. Shall start now (shitty mr procrastination please go away)
It's crazy how one person can mess around with your mood so much, but I guess you're right. The person who upsets you the most is also the person you care about the most.
But how can I stop caring?
Smile - Uncle Kracker
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lB1UJsutvkc
There are days when life is good.When words comfort the soul.When memories make you smile.These are the days you hang on to to keep you going.Going on, in the hope of finding these kind of days again.We are often so caught up in planning for the future that we forget to live for the moment.
